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“…I really should go! I’ve gotta catch my ride.  So go. I did. I thought maybe you were a nut… but you were exciting.  I wish you had stayed.  I wish I had stayed too. Now I wish I had stayed. I wish I had done a lot of things. I wish I had… I wish I had stayed. I do.  Well I came back downstairs and you were gone! I walked out, I walked out the door! Why? I don’t know. I felt like I was a scared little kid, I was like… it was above my head, I don’t know.  You were scared? Yeah. I thought you knew that about me. I ran back to the bonfire, trying to outrun my humiliation. Was it something I said? Yeah, you said ’so go’. With such disdain, you know? Oh, I’m sorry. It’s okay. Joely? What if you stayed this time? I walked out the door. There’s no memory left. Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let’s pretend we had one. Bye Joel.I love you… Meet me…in…”

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